saturday 161206

feeling: tired & sleepy.
plans for tdy: rest & relax then it's off to church and dnr wif parents.

isnt it gd when pple r nt on ur case all the time?
some say it's bcos they care. tt is true.
but sometimes it gets really frustrating.
i'm sure some of u wud agree...

talk abt being taken for granted - by beckie.
i really agree with her.
sometimes u jus really need to feel appreciated.
i like to believe tt pple dun take u for granted so blatantly in ur face.
guess the best is to play ignorant or jus simply believe in the good of those ard u.

pple walk in n out of our lives.
they leave footprints.
some tell u alot of nice things.
some treat u very well.
some jus lie to cover up shit.
some jus pretend they r nice.
some jus try too hard.
some jus paint a pretty picture for u to see.
wad is wad sometimes we wonder.

i feel it is very impt, amidst our busy schedule everyday, to stop and take a look ard.
life doesnt revolve ard u and only u.
it is gd if we stop pitying ourselves for a change. stop thinking abt hw pathetic we r.
instead, look at those less fortunate. and remember tt u r so blessed. way beyond ur comprehension. dis way, we mite be able to stop feeling sry for ourselves and be a better person. a person who enlarges his/her own vision n view on life n challenges.

soon, over the nxt few days, i want to take my time slowly.
sch is staring soon. i may hv only 3 mods next sem. but i will be sure to fully utilise my time to the max.
as we all noe. time is money. and it is impt to nt waste it away jus by slackin or having fun.
over the nxt few days, i am going to plan my new yr's resolution.
i am going to put it into writing and paste it all over the place. jus to make sure i dun forget wad i set out to achieve.

i alr have a few in mind.
it's time to put dem all into action.
friends, if u notice tt lydia has been out of sorts or stoning alot lately,
tt's bcos she's been really exhausted n need a break. and she needs to think abt her year ahead.
so pls try n understand.
i've gotta do wad i've gotta do - think and plan.

but of cos. i will still definately make time for my loveliest frens! ;)
love ya'll!